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Chrissy Teigen Pens A Heartbreaking Post About Pregnancy Loss And Public Grief

Chrissy Teigen Pens A Heartbreaking Post About Pregnancy Loss And Public Grief

'It was time to say goodbye', Teigen describes losing baby in heartbreaking detail.

According to the CDC , about 1 pregnancy in 100 at 20 weeks of pregnancy and later is affected by stillbirth, and each year about 24,000 babies are stillborn in the United States. As many as half of all pregnancies may end in miscarriage. We don’t know the exact number because a miscarriage may happen before a woman knows she’s pregnant. Most women who miscarry go on to have a healthy pregnancy later.

While causes for stillbirths are largely unknown, what we do know is that it can take a few weeks to a month or more for your body to recover from a miscarriage. It may take longer to recover emotionally.

Chrissy Teigen is a wildly popular model, television personality, author, and entrepreneur. Teigen and husband John Legend lost their son, Jack, to a partial placental abruption at 20 weeks into her pregnancy. They have two children: a daughter born in April 2016, and a son born in May 2018.

https://twitter.com/chrissyteigen/status/1310939974439641088

Chrissy made the incredibly brave decision to make her harrowing stillbirth experience public. In a post she wrote on Medium , Teigen discloses that "I had asked my mom and John to take pictures, no matter how uncomfortable it was. I explained to a very hesitant John that I needed them, and that I did NOT want to have to ever ask. That he just had to do it. He hated it. I could tell. It didn’t make sense to him at the time. But I knew I needed to know of this moment forever, the same way I needed to remember us kissing at the end of the aisle, the same way I needed to remember our tears of joy after Luna and Miles. And I absolutely knew I needed to share this story."

https://twitter.com/chrissyteigen/status/1311517048858574848

"I feel bad our grief was so public because I made the joy so public. I was excited to share our news with the world. Stories leading up to this had been chronicled for all. It’s hard to look at them now. I was so positive it would be okay. I feel bad that I made you all feel bad. I always will."

"Notes have flooded in and have each been read with our own teary eyes. Social media messages from strangers have consumed my days, most starting with, “you probably won’t read this, but…”. I can assure you, I did."

"I worry that people feel uncomfortable sharing their joy with me. I’m currently surrounded by the pregnant bellies of many close friends, and I can swear to you, nothing makes me more happy. I know your joy and I love you."

"I wrote this because I knew for me I needed to say something before I could move on from this and return back to life, so I truly thank you for allowing me to do so. Jack will always be loved, explained to our kids as existing in the wind and trees and the butterflies they see. Thank you so much to every single person who has had us in their thoughts or gone as far as to send us your love and stories. We are so incredibly lucky."

Please read her whole note below:

https://twitter.com/chrissyteigen/status/1321165588857716736

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